i think you should quit trying to get into ortho. right? because then you'll never have to regret working your ass off for three months of your life only to not match.
or, you could work your ass off, doing what you apparently want to do for the rest of your life, wow some people at a great program and match.
don't know what the outcome will be, but hell, it's three months of your life.
chose the former, you're a coward
chose the latter, they may write songs about you