Take 2 steps back off the bridge. Relax. Get the best grades that you can get. Work as hard as you can. At this point in your MS1 year, we should not be throwing your chances at Ortho out the window. Whatever you get in anatomy, you still need to maximize your preclinical grades in every other course to come, maximize your Step I/II scores, ace your clinical years, yada yada yada. Just take care of business the best you can, and then figure things out later.